To late, a time to let go.
There comes a day in time where it is too late. It is too late to express sorrow or remorse. Words and actions are responsibilities. No matter what motivation or belief system behind those words and actions. That excuses are self-justifying acts, reasons____purpose. To back the wrong horse is a terrible injustice. Opps? That’s stupidity! Selfishness when someone is in trouble, too much for you? Turning someone away when they need you is not love. For family members to do this? Unthinkable. It is not showing love. It’s cowardliness and side-taking. If only side-taking is often intent. You justify and maintain. Not helping a sister, a daughter abused____. Taking away choices, that adversely change lives is in such serious. ways. The experience, nothing you would want for your own daughters, but you all allowed it to stand as if ok. Did not get involved instead embraced the offender. The results? Lives that mattered, had been made less of. A robbery of love, of time, of happiness and joy. Replaced with a life of trying to find answers, to why? You were not there that in a time of need you failed. No matter what everyone involved lives with the outcome. After years, it is time to let go of what has never changed. One thing hasn’t and that is the responsibility, The responsibility of your word and actions, a lack of them. The role of taking the higher road was forced with no way out. A life of hurt and anger, a daily need to carry on. No one came, no one called, no one thought of me at all. I have peace now, by holding you accountable. And by letting go of what was lost a long time ago. There will never be an answer that matters now. I am not interested in easing your mind. No more higher roads for me. No more guessing. Peace and happiness now.
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