Waiting to be? Waiting to become?___Become who? What? As if!____As if nada? Impossible to not be someone. I already am. Why do such thoughts come into the mind? They create confusion. Isn’t that a younger person’s question? Should I not know myself by now? Or is it just a question to waste time on? Is this fearful procrastination? Because suddenly I am alone___. How seriously do I take such questions at this stage of the game? Time is not limitless anymore. I don’t want to stack up pros and cons forever now. How should time matter? I think in the end it should not matter. I think we affect what we can at any stage. I think faith, hopes and dreams are the answer. Waiting to begin living again? To continue with important plans? This is not living life, nor is it being present. Is it? It feels like waiting. I am restless. Too many years have burned by, and nothing but myself stops me now. For where there is a will there is a way! If I keep waiting? Expecting to be broadsided by thoughts of him___. Then what to do about these? Moving into the world even again? Time should soften the blows, and remind me I am much more. I always was, and I will always be. He died, not me!
I live in Southern Maine. I am the owner of Anisette Studios. My website is https://www.anisettestudios.com/ Here you can view and purchase Shibui, sign up for my newsletters, blog, and read articles about Shibui Found Image Art. Patrons get great deals several times a year and special items at times. My site makes it easy to contact me. My primary art form is Shibui Found Image Art. Shibui begins with action art and stems from the imagination. It is like seeing something in the clouds or solving a puzzle. Its creative process has its own rules and requires what I call reverse engineering due to a lack of an understructure and purely out of the imagination. In addition to those who patron me, my target groups are those who use art therapy. I will soon be teaching live. Contact me if you would like to learn live. I use Zoom. I request that although my art, other images, and what I write is now published by me here on WordPress; I do ask you do not to use my artwork, poetry, or the information about Shibui Found Image Art without my permission. I am quite available to make such requests. I wish to share the following: The existentialist philosopher Simone de Beauvoir wrote a book called The Ethics of Ambiguity. In it, she lays out a guiding ethic in response to the philosophy of existentialism. It might be somewhat familiar to you already. She writes, “To will oneself free is also to will others free. This will is not an abstract formula. It points out to each person concrete action to be achieved.”
Best wishes to all! Have good times and keep safe! Pejj
You can spend the rest of your life waiting, or you can get on with it. There is only one choice. Do it! 😻
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I Think so. I will start with doing my work.
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