Good Morning Sunshine! Lonliness

This is loneliness

This is loneliness, it comes because of you; my loss of you,

The need, the want, the desires; ____such loneliness.

How does the heart heal? Do tears wash the pain away?

I need you___and want you___I desire you!
This is loneliness, it comes because of you; my loss of you,

It’s never ending. I can only remember____everything.

In the night, in the morning light, I am alone.

I imagined you always being there beside me. Must I feel?

The hungry heart that bleeds, the eyes full of tears.

The heaviness, it comes, it goes. Lock-down desires, quick!

Change the subject least feeling is too much,

Here I am, not daring to scream. Screaming all the time!

This is loneliness, it comes because of you; my loss of you,

I wish I found you in my dreams. I wish I could feel your touch.

Knowing you are gone, I could not bear that____ I’m alone.

I imagined you always being there beside me. Must I feel?

The hungry heart that bleeds, the eyes full of tears.

The love in my heart___and I can’t find the right words____

words that might just express this. My head does not want to work.

I think I am ok, and then I am not. The only thing is to write.

This is loneliness, it comes because of you; my loss of you,

I write and write, and then I can cry. Finally release.

Your laughter, your smile, the way you hold me all night.

I imagined you always being there beside me. Must I feel?

Pejj Nunes

10/26/2021

By Pejj Nunes

I live in Southern Maine. I am the owner of Anisette Studios. My website is https://www.anisettestudios.com/ Here you can view and purchase Shibui, sign up for my newsletters, blog, and read articles about Shibui Found Image Art. Patrons get great deals several times a year and special items at times. My site makes it easy to contact me. My primary art form is Shibui Found Image Art. Shibui begins with action art and stems from the imagination. It is like seeing something in the clouds or solving a puzzle. Its creative process has its own rules and requires what I call reverse engineering due to a lack of an understructure and purely out of the imagination. In addition to those who patron me, my target groups are those who use art therapy. I will soon be teaching live. Contact me if you would like to learn live. I use Zoom. I request that although my art, other images, and what I write is now published by me here on WordPress; I do ask you do not to use my artwork, poetry, or the information about Shibui Found Image Art without my permission. I am quite available to make such requests. I wish to share the following: The existentialist philosopher Simone de Beauvoir wrote a book called The Ethics of Ambiguity. In it, she lays out a guiding ethic in response to the philosophy of existentialism. It might be somewhat familiar to you already. She writes, “To will oneself free is also to will others free. This will is not an abstract formula. It points out to each person concrete action to be achieved.” Best wishes to all! Have good times and keep safe! Pejj

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