Good Morning Sunshine! Despite over cast skies___Have my coffee at the right! I have taken up black coffee. Think I like it better.
I have been engaged in a grieving site called Grief In Common the last couple days. The desire to understand the grieving process better. I have a need to understand that what bombards you wont kill you! LOL! When your going through this mourning process you expect it to get better and learn there is an end to “it”. I want to be able to control it. However, it is not that easy I am learning. I should expect to get broadsided in the future as well. I loved Thomas and he loved me! I miss him, and that is that! Maybe its accepting this that frees up up. I feel lighter at the moment anyway. Someone in the group told of a book that is very helpful The Widower’s Notebook, A Memoir, by Jonathan Santlofer. I found a lot I could identify with. Will be great for a guy to read. Not that it isn’t for women, it will fit anyone. I am wondering about a female version to get into the female insights too. Research. There seem to be plenty books on the topic.
I am feeling good today it seems! Brave enough to email Stone Coast about there MFA in Writing, A gentleman called back and talked with me, will work with me, suggested I consider Maine Writers and Publishers Alliance. So! I joined. We will see what it means to take this adventure. I signed up for a workshop the 23rd of this month. We also discussed my instructional book on Shibui, and he has suggestions for me. Nothing ventured___I wont know what I can do if I do not try!
I think I am about to add structure to my day! I think that is a good thing!